Blog, Kink

Fucking History

When I am running toward, grasping for, hoping and building expectation, that is where I find myself most lost, unsatisfied and unsatiated, prone to disappointment, chain smoking on street corners and wondering where things went so wrong. I cannot seek redemption in other people, but I can find it in myself and this, this was… Continue reading Fucking History

Blog, Mental Health

Bad Ideas

This is a bad idea. Everything is a bad idea. Don't bad ideas make the best stories? I'm jumping in a car that died a couple days ago outside my work and resurrected itself into new life for just one more adventure. One more itch. One more plan. One more bad idea. I love bad… Continue reading Bad Ideas